where'd you go

sigh

2007-10-18T12:32:00.000+08:00

Because of me going against her when she is not feeling well.
i wish i can be there for her whenever she need someone.
making her cry since like my every month routine.
i just realised i really can't be a good gf. sorry thinB =(

its OCTOBER now

2007-10-05T10:27:00.000+08:00

What is my life now?
Years after years has past.
It's going to be the end of year 2007 soon.
What did I achieve or done this year?
School started on May this year. And I ended my cert level during Sep.
Started a new job at Emoyor Seiki on the July (working on engineering work)
And still currently working at Tony roma’s and salary has increased this Oct
Leading a very healthy life because of good gf
Its going to be our half a year anniversary soon
I have grown fatter ever since Jan, from 56kg to 68kg.
I’m going to be auntie soon
Travel a lot this year (waste money)
First of all, Jan - KL, April – Bangkok and Ipoh, Sep – KL, Genting and Ipoh, Nov – Bangkok (coming)
I have 2 bills to clear. (1) Hp bill (2) laptop
I have too many things to buy and it's inside my wish list. (So is a must to buy)

Life was wonderful but tough beginning of the year
After a while, I am getting use to everyday work and study.
I might have a great future next time. Thank god I met her.
Because I met a wonderful girl, if not for her I will still be as useless as before
She motivates me. She encourages me. She supports me. She’s always there.
Credit goes to her. I love my baby =)
Have no time for friends. *sorry
But I have never forgotten u guys. =)

I am happy practically everyday =D

TOO much of talking

2007-10-04T12:22:00.000+08:00

I know I am too naggy.
I shouldn’t nag at u over anything.
Sorry! =(

-Zip zip-

=( i want the ed hardy belt

madness

2007-10-03T14:01:00.000+08:00

Its 2plus in the afternoon now... and I’m falling asleep like anytime.
Sigh! I seriously don’t like the feeling of working in the morning.
And I don’t understand why people can work in the office for so many years
Awww!

If Tony roma’s could increase my salary, I won’t wan to work anywhere. Aww!

Miss the owner of oily-pop. She haven even go lunch.
No life no life...

Can’t wait till the next holiday...

Bangkok trip again!! =)

nice week off!!!

2007-09-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

BACK!!! =(

18 September (Tuesday)
as usual woke up at 7 to work.. ended work at 6..
rush over to city hall meet min to pass her some stuff
den to Tr to get my ingredient for cheesy mushroom
den rush home to prepare and pack luggage
by the time is about 11plus 12..
Mabel cab down to my house and meet me
we have to wait for Edward and meimei
set off at 2plus. =)

19 September (Wednesday)
while on the way to genting
the road and the scenario was nice
soon after, baby fell asleep -laugh
we reach about 7plus
the first thing we arrived
headed to the casino which i so don’t want
but luckily, Mabel and i can’t go in
so Edward and meimei went in
Mabel and i walk around the place.
we bought a few packets of tidbits which cost us RM50
expensive! we had kfc breakfast, disgusting. it's so diff over here.
it is still early in the morning so all the shops did not open for business.
den waited for Edward and meimei.. eat lunch at food court.
Actually our plans were to go genting den to Colmar tropical.
Then after that to Ipoh in jus one day… in the end,
We are too tired, so booked a hotel at about 3 in the afternoon. after check in.
we rest for awhile. Edward slept for about 2hours and went out to the casino.
and said will be back at 3 hours later. but he didn’t. so the 3 of
us went out to look for him..
Mabel and i bought a water bottle from starbuck. =) den after that we saw
Edward while we step out of the starbuck -laugh
Edward won a night free hotel stay..
the weather there is damn cold, wanted to watch movie
but at that time is already 1plus.. and the cinema only have English movie
without Chinese sub.. so Edward cannot watch.. so we went out for a walk.
grrrr.. its cold.. so we went back to the hotel.. bathe and sleep.

20 September (Thursday)
woke up at about 10plus in the morning..
actually we thinking of staying another night.
but we spend too much
so we pack out thing and left genting..

above is the picture that we will in the car leaving genting
is very hazy outside.. but.. its the cloud. -laugh

heading to Colmar tropical
France village, jap tea house, rabbit park and one more place.. forgotten!
is boring in there..

after getting down the car.. Mabel saw a banana tree..
with a branch of banana.. so tiny.. interesting!

the first place we go is the botanic garden.. boring!
den we went over to the France village..

Den the next we saw is swans... haha... one pair of black and one pair of white.
I will add on picture if my lazy gf send me... lolx!

After that we headed down to Ipoh...
We reached at about 5plus in the evening... den when STR home to put down our things...
Den out again to meet ah sum's gf miko...
Den waited for her for dinner... we ate seafood...
Well known pee-ing prawn... very nice... =)
Den home to rest...

21 September (Friday)
woke up at 10plus in the morning..
i got a very lazy gf.. haha! -cute-
meimei and Edward need to go to the MOM(m'sia) to register for their marriage.
After dragging for so long because of those Malay pig(ma lai zhu) who are so lazy
That off work at 3 in the afternoon. So troublesome.

Den after that we went parkson for a walk.. so tired the whole day.
Den home!
Daidee the whole night! (baby, I love you always no matter what I have said)

22 September (Saturday)
Woke up early too..
Out for breakfast jus a distance away from the house. Had wonderful wanton mee.
Guess what.. I had 2 and the half plate of noodles. Omg!!!
den went back home for a rest den to Tesco supermarket.
On the way to Tesco. Ah sum went to collect his helicopter..
Very nice. I want also.. RM189 only.. Singapore sell so expensive..

Over at Tesco, we bought a lot of tidbits.. don’t know what exactly we bought.
Overall bill was RM300plus.. lolx!
Den head back home for steamboat dinner.. yummy.. rest and play with helicopter..
We left Ipoh at 2am.. –sad-

The end ~

will update on picture..

this is so oh my god wonderful!!

2007-09-18T09:07:00.000+08:00

okay! first of all.
i am gonna have five days of off day.
and i am gonna relax like wahs..
over at ipoh. WONDERFUL!
after so many months of hardworking.
i need plenty of rest and
most important PLENTY OF TIME WITH MABEL!

now, its still 9plus in the morning. time past slow.
i am so sleepy. i fell asleep on the bus. and almost miss my stops.
how nice! aw.. I NEED A BED! =(
no more complain.
i am so gonna miss everyone here.
guys take care! laugh-

september september!! so boring.
how i wish i can go bangkok,hongkong,taipei
and many more country.
i wanna go turkey.
=) jus anyone. go travel. ask me along.

i have been eating noodles like almost everyday
which making feel like puking today. =(
i dont feel good! i wan lunch box.. anyone?

alright, get going!
=)

NIKI stays cheerful. ur smile are beautiful!

having a good life =)

2007-09-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

-laugh

after so many months
here i am again
been very busy.

started my sch - may
new r/s - june
new job - july
currently working two job as i miss TR alot.
and TR short-handed.. so i went back to help up.
well, great. i got extra more money to spent.
=) thou is tired. but i love it this way.

after a few month of hardship. next week tues,
i'm going on holiday.
like finally i can rest. aches everywhere. ar..
its late. gonna turn in now.
nights!

2007-06-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

Sigh!!
i guess is all the misunderstanding
and i really hope we can be like last time
our coffee club and mr bean time
there's always a somebody to break us up
master, i really miss you for this past few months
and up till now, i still love you as much
the both of you are my love
and i dont wish to see your like that too
seriously, the problem within your is also a misunderstanding
master, you are hearing from someone and is out of a
different tone. maybe is jus compliment or a passing remark
and not what you think. so think it in another way
i trust you and i love you alot. so i doesnt want to put anything
in my heart. clear mind n heart. i'm still your lovely doggie
and you are still my dearly master. i'm still eric's lovable didi
and she's still my korkor. i wan all of us to be together
that lovely family again. master, i'm waiting for your return.
misses!!

2007-06-01T07:42:00.000+08:00

mabel & lex

TODAY!!!

DATE : 1st june

TIME : 1:30am

SHE'S MY GIRL!!!!!

I LOVE YOU, BABY!

hello

2007-05-22T05:23:00.000+08:00

my blog is die-ing!! -laugh!
haha! busy gaigai-ing wif everyone.
and i need some time to update all my trip..
all the photos.
heex! update soon!!
see you!!!!!

ps: shiyun, pls tag me wif ur link ok..

2007-04-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

This is what nico wrote in her blog.
and simply miss this girl.

Lex Teo Zuo En-

Go town everyday to get girls number.
Monks every friday.
Night shopping.
Steal from all over the place.
Skip school everyday.
Wait outside St Nick's and PLMGS for our girlfriends.
Singing our song.
YOU CUT MY HAIR WITH ONE ULTRA WEIRD HOLE.

its been long time since we hang out together..

i miss all those time..

-laugh

for now, i cant tolerate.

bored!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-05T09:43:00.000+08:00

You.Can.Only.Type.ONE.Word.

1. Where is your cell phone?
bed

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife?
partner

3. Your hair?
messy

4. Your mother?
firece

5. Your father?
fucker

6. Your favorite thing?
working

7. Your dream last night?
saddening

8. Your favorite drink?
teh c-ice

9. Your dream car?
Peugeot

10. The room you are in?
sis

11. Your ex?
adorable

12. Your fear?
she

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
successful

14. Who did you hang out with last night?
myself

15. What you're not?
thin

16. Muffins?
choco

17. One of your wish list items?
money

18. The last thing you did?
thinking

19. What are you wearing?
shorts

20. Your tv?
off

21. Your pet?
feb

22. Your computer?
slim

23. Your life?
better

24. Your mood?
tired

25. What are you thinking about right now?
mabel

26. Your car?
nah

27. Your work?
soon

28. Summer?
winter

29. Your relationship status?
dating

30. Your favorite color?
green

31. When is the last time you laughed?
future

32. Last time you cried?
forgotten

33. when is the last time u hav sex?
years

34. School?
misses

Now write down names of 3 people and get them to do this!
you
you
you

2007-03-18T05:07:00.001+08:00

我伪装着
不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以後的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以後的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
为什麽你轻易俘虏我的心
我却难以将你的目光拉近

i got a good gf!

2007-03-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

gf.. u always had ur way to cheer me up.. i love you!

felt so loved!

2007-02-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

the feeling jus so wonderful
why?
coz i had a wonderful gf!!
so xing fu!!

a matter of tolerance

2007-01-27T03:30:00.000+08:00

in an emotion state
everythg seems awry
missing the good old times
a facade
disheartening
realization that this is ridiculous
stretching my patience

this girl is dying away slowly
fading away
life has left her shattered

THANKYOUEACHANDEVERYONEOFMYFRIENDS
FORBEINGTHEREFORMEWHENINEEDEDYOUTHEMOST
YOUKNOWWHOYOUAREIDONTNEEDTOLISTOUTNAMES
YOUAREINDEEDTHEPEOPLEILOVEANDNEEDTHEMOST

my friends' kind understanding
patient listening ears
wise advice
heartfelt words

i appreciate all

-jessica fan

what dardar dun like

2007-01-27T03:05:00.000+08:00

she's doing way too much..
dardar cant stand it anymore.
she didnt even do the basic

dardar dun like you
- contacting ur ex and other girls
-ego proud
-use money as power
-insensitive
-demanding
-not understanding
-easily affected by other pple's opinions
-immature

she cant live with ppl hu is like dat.
thou she doesnt like to change ppl.
all she ask for is only ask her not to contact her ex
but she doesnt wan to listen.
and character wise.
character don't click.

sigh!! i dunno what else can i say.
hao zi wei zi bah.

more den eva

2007-01-19T03:17:00.000+08:00

i didn't know, until u
how diff my life could be
until you, i waited
longing for wat i knew could be
but might never be.. i don't know
i oni knew i could love
with all my soul, mind, n body
den you came from out of nowhere and
i knew in that moment dat u were the one
u filled me wif joy n laughter
u delight my mind
its like so OMG!!
falling! falling!
i stumbled n now i'm falling
descending into a blurred, uncertain future
where light can shimmer n glow
did i stagger on the edge
did i hesitate in the fall
did my eyes falter n my view distort
i fall faster n closer
gliding through unfilled space
towards an uncertain shore
a suspension for an instant
as I contemplate the flight
thou my existence seems to pass
n den i'm falling again
falling in love wif u, my gf =)

I SWEAR I LOVE HER DEARLY

2007-01-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

15/1 - went back to help up at TR
i'm such a nice person!! LOL
after work. togetherly wif meimei
down to kovan hongkong cafe
met up wif korkor,zav and gf
heex!! makan makan!!
play play!!
we play monopoly!!
game starts.. korkor and i
buy hotel and houses like nobody buisness..
buy and buy.. korkor kept losing la..
lol! and i bought 3train station at first..
and gf bought 1.. and i need 4train station so
dat when everyone step on my station.. i can collect
200buck.. so i hav a deal wif gf.. she sell me dat station
at the usual price and whenever she step on any station
she don't hav to pay me.. so ended up korkor
give me a name.. 'zhong sir qin you'
THANK YOU THANK YOU...
and tot dat i will be the richer of all.. in the end..
i owe bank 1020 and left with 2dollar..
omgomgomg!!! haha.. but its fun..
2.30am we end the game and headed home..
gf came over to my place.. we hav chatting all night long..
heex.. sweets!! woke up by my cough! argh..
makan med.. den slp again.. woke up at 11plus am..
heex!! play games!! online.. lalala..
eat tgt.. chit chat.. haha.. argh!!
we r reali sweet tgt thou is nth much.. but i'm happy enuff..
lex is a happy girl!!
mabel is a happy girl coz she made lex a happy girl
and lex makes her happy all the time..
gf, i will make u happy every single day..
MUACK!!

ARGHHHH!!!

2007-01-13T09:21:00.000+08:00

so not my day
why?
7pm start keying data into
subcon tracking report.
abt 530am stop! in between
i always save the report i key in.
so after i finish my data. i click on
save again to play safe. and i close
every window.. after dat i hav to
send out my report dat i key.
sooooooooo.. to microsoft outlook.
when i want to attach my file..
fuck. i cant find any..
which mean i hav to retype all over again..
like what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, i type it fast and anyhow.
so i managed to finish up be4 1hour..
and dat fucking back gate at another building
close at 7am.. and i hav to walk one big round to
the front gate. why another building? coz i need to
get back my ID.. argh.. and is rainning like wow!!!

NO work today!! wtf!!
which mean no money..
i miss TR i swear..
i miss NANA owner!!

SICK SICK SICK!!
THE COUGH IS KILLING ME!!!
should i go see a doc?
but gf gave me her med le.. so i shall
not see a doc. tsk!!

* i miss my gf very very much

HAPPY ALRIGHT!!

2007-01-11T07:44:00.000+08:00

since new year eve till now.
i'm a happy girl. =)
a girl that simply light up my life.
bring me back to the path
the path which a happy person lead.
well, u might not have the answer now. nvm!
waiting and waiting. no matter what.

100 percent assurence there wont be
any heartbreak.
gf, i promise.

* I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

SAD SAD SAD

2007-01-04T02:09:00.000+08:00

bangkok trip is cancelled.
got bomb.. stupid ass..
why bomb? fuck.
bangkok is a nice place
now we got no place to go
malaysia? OUT!
indonesia? STUPID EDWARD DUN WAN
phillipin? nai said wulu
phuket? nai said got tsunami
taiwan? nai said expensive
hongkong? we going on the sep
fucking where else can we go?

guys!! tell me!!
sad!!

happy new year!!!

2007-01-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

happy new year frens!!
hav a totally great new year eve.
went ms wif dem dem dem.
happy me..
ton over at mr bean.
laugh my head off..
MR BEAN~
esther,alicia,michelle,jessica and mabel
esther: i go toilet!
alicia: hav u ever think of going into r/s (ask mabel)
mabel: erm, not at the moment.
alicia: so out of the three of us. michelle,esther and me.
who will u choose?
mabel: HUH!
michelle: as in the three of us, who will u choose?
mabel: erm.. uhmm.. ehmmm.. erm..
~ esther walking out from the toilet.................
mabel: hey she come out from the toilet le.. shhhh...
jesscia: ohhhhh i know le!!! LOL!!
alicia and michelle: huh??? huh??? huh???

HOROSCOPE: The Cancerian

2006-12-31T04:30:00.000+08:00

The Cancerian character is the least clear-cut of all those associated with the signs of the zodiac. It can range from the timid, dull, shy and withdrawn to the most brilliant, and famous Cancerians are to be found through the whole range of human activity. It is a fundamentally conservative and home-loving nature, appreciating the nest like quality of a secure base to which the male can retire when he needs a respite from the stresses of life, and in which the Cancerian woman can exercise her strong maternal instincts. The latter tends to like and to have a large family. `Nest like' is an appropriate adjective for the Cancerian home, for its inhabitants tend to favor the dark, mysterious but comfortable type of house which has something of the air of a den about it, a place which belongs to the family rather than existing as a showcase to impress visitors. That is not to say that the Cancerian is unsociable, just that for them there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary, and this is part of the apparent contradiction in their nature. Outwardly they can appear formidable - thick-skinned, unemotional, uncompromising, obstinately tenacious, purposeful, energetic, shrewd, intuitive and wise, sometimes with a philosophical profundity of thought verging on inspiration. Their intimates, however, may see a very different character, one with a sympathetic and kindly sensitivity to other people, especially those they love. They are able to identify with the situations of others because of the keenness of their imaginations. They are often over-imaginative and prone to fantasy, sometimes trying to shape their lives to fit some romantic ideal. They are appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite them. They may themselves possess considerable literary, artistic or oratorical talent. Their sharp ears and talent for mimicry can sometimes give them success on the stage, though their tendency to be emotional may make them overact. Interestingly - because they give the impression of being down-to-earth - they are often fascinated by the occult and are more open to psychic influence than the average. If they can reconcile the personal conflict of their urge to be outgoing with the reserve that causes them to withdraw into themselves, then at best they can inspire a generation, especially the youthful part of it, by their idealism. A job in which they can express this, and in which they can do well, would be as a leader in a youth organization.

In their personal relationships they are mentally a mixture of toughness and softness, often emotional and romantic to the point of sentimentality in their fantasies; but in real life and in marriage, their loving is not so sentimental but tenaciously loyal. Even if they have affairs (and they may do so, for the male in particular is open to sensual stimulation), their first loyalty remains to spouse and family, of whom they regard themselves as the protector. Both the
Cancerian man and woman love unreservedly, giving much and asking little in return - in fact, one of the most important lessons they have to learn is how to receive gracefully. They are too easily influenced by those they love and admire, and swayed by the emotion of the moment. They are also loyal friends, the negative side of their faithfulness being clannishness, the narrow patriotism of "my country right or wrong"; and closing ranks in suspicion and coldness toward outsiders.
Cancerians have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which they can recall in detail for years afterwards. they are strongly governed by childhood memories and since they live intensely in the past in memory and in the future in imagination, a chance meeting with someone for whom they had an unrequited love, even if they thought they had conquered the feeling, will easily rouse the emotion all over again.

The Cancerian has many potential faults. They can be untidy, sulky, devious, moody, inclined to self-pity because of an inferiority complex, brood on insults (very often imagined), yet are easily flattered. They can be tactless and difficult yet, because they are normally ambitious, they will curry favor by floating with majority opinions, outlooks and fashions of the day. As a result they often change their opinions and loyalties and, indeed, their occupations, and lack stability. They are easily corrupted and, because they are convincing romanticizers, can make successful confidence tricksters. Their romanticism in another sense make them ardent supporters of causes, for example a football team with whose heroes they can identify in a world of fantasy.
Their abilities fit the Cancerian for a wide range of occupations. As they are interested in what people are thinking and able to judge what they can safely be told, they can be good journalists, writers or politicians, though in this last capacity they are more likely to remain in the background rather than attain prominent positions of power. They may, indeed, change their party affiliations. They can serve in other departments of public affairs, especially those which involve looking after others, for example in any kind of service from welfare and nursing to catering - their own love of comfort and good living makes the Cancerian an excellent chef or housekeeper. They sometimes have a penchant for trade or business and are often successful as a captain of industry. This is because they are excellent organizers with a good sense of value and economy which they may combine with a flair for inventiveness and originality. The romantic side of their natures make them enjoy grubbing about in places where exciting discoveries may be made (old stamp collections in attics, etc.), and if they can do this professionally as a secondhand dealer or specialist in antiques, they will be happy. More common occupations which suit some subjects of Cancer are real estate broker, gardener and sailor.
Physically they are average to below average in height, with a fleshy body and short legs in comparison with the rest of them. Their hair is usually brown, their faces round, their complexions pale, their foreheads prominent, their eyes small and blue or gray in color, their noses short, perhaps upturned, and their mouths full. They sometimes walk clumsily.

Possible Health Concerns...
Cancer governs the chest, breasts, elbows, stomach and digestion, womb and female reproductive organs. Cancer, which can affect any part of the body, is sometimes said to have taken its name from this sign, which can therefore afflict its subjects with imperfections anywhere. This is incorrect, however, the derivation of cancer being the Latin cancer meaning gangrene as well as crab. nevertheless, Cancerians are said to be liable to breast cancer and to suffer from pleurisy, dropsy, piles and varicose veins. The excitability mentioned above can lead to weak digestion, gastritis and other stomach ills, and there is a tendency to coughs and weakness of vision.

LIKES
Hobbies
Romance
Children
Home and Country
Parties

DISLIKES
Aggravating situations
Failure
Opposition
Being told what to do ;)
Advice (good or bad)

PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS
As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As a Cancerian you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.

PROBLEM: You can be oversensitive and something of a clinging vine which may cause you to harbor imaginary hurts and slights, this can make for highly unsettling conditions with your spouse.SOLUTION: Be sure that the love you are expressing is not simply your need to hang own to someone for moral support, and if necessary, you should seek professional help in order to overcome this negative, clinging aspect of your personality.

PROBLEM: One of your biggest personality flaws, next to neediness, is the habit of being so self absorbed that you sometimes fail to notice what others are doing and accomplishing in their lives, you feel shut out and jealous if a family member has more success than you do.SOLUTION: You should make a special effort to change this in yourself by forcing yourself to rejoice over their good fortune and when you do this you find that it will eventually become a habit and you as well as they will be happier for the change.

PROBLEM: Your inability to take orders without getting angry or upset may be another one of your problems and this one could be very serious as it affects your chances of earning a good living for yourself and/or your family, since you are quite apt to walk away from any job where you feel 'picked on'.SOLUTION: Try keeping an ear out and find out how the ones who have been on the job for any length of time gets along with the boss and coworkers. If you follow his lead or simply decide that you will simply keep quiet and follow orders you will soon see how well you can be really liked by all concerned.

PROBLEM: You also have a problem with putting things off until the last minute which upsets your family and friends. This also has a tendency to make an unpleasant matter even more unpleasant when you procrastinate.Solution: Make taking care of the business at hand your prime objective from now on for, when you do not have all those worries in the back of your mind you will find it more pleasant to be around people, and you will also find that life goes smoothly for you from then on.

this is so fucking true..
haha!!!!

- timid dull and shy
- indeed i'm a very homely person
- i always like to imagine things
- i'm a leader in TR
- emotional may make me overact
- i'm a loyal friend towards my darling
- i will be an excellent chef or housekeeper.
- below average in height, with a fleshy body and short legs,
their faces round, their eyes small, walk clumsily

test result:
You demand a free and unattached life for yourself that allows you to determine your own course. You have an artistic bent in your work or leisure activities. Your urge for freedom sometimes causes you to do exactly the opposite of what is expected of you. Your lifestyle is highly individualistic. You would never follow trends. On the contrary, you seek to live according to your own ideas and convictions, even if this means swimming against the tide.

smart me. i can read!

2006-12-23T03:55:00.000+08:00

well, this in interesting!!
read!!

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid tooCna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe can.

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid tooCna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe can.i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.

ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS

trip to bangkok

2006-12-14T05:02:00.000+08:00

FUN FUN FUN I WOULD SAY!!!!

Day 1

reached bangkok at almost 8pm(s'pore time 9pm)
arron pick us up at the airport
den straight to the hotel
siam society hotel&resort
located at ladpraow road/soi yothinpattna
website: www.siamsocietyhotel.com
go and take a look how shiok izzit
every bathroom have its own jacuzzi
damn nice =)
after everything is settled.
had our late dinner at telak huikuan
their food is damn nice
i ate one plate of kuaytiao and not enough
one more plate of fried rice
nice nice nice!!!
den down to RCA(a place whereby deres alot of club)
deres this club name zeta. meant for ladies only
is a lesbian club but only for 20 and above
dat day was a saturday. so we cant get in.
so we walk around RCA. bored!
den we go down to kaushan market
by the time we reach, most of the shop is closed
so we went back to the hotel
call for room service, order some beer
jacuzzi bath. woohooooo!!!

Day 2

wanted to wake up for breakfast
its free everyday 730am to 1030am
but we woke up at 1 plus 2
haha!! bathed and call pheebs
went to Chatuchak Market
over 10,000 stalls
open only during the day on weekend
bought 3top over dere
shop till 6plus7 den back to the hotel
bathed and waited for pheebs and arron to come
arron birthday. so going KTV wif his wife and
wife's family. after everything
again we went down to RCA and try our luck
to go in zeta again, we managed
the manager let us in
manager name is feoi. damn good lookin butch
so hot. so sexy. so tempting. haha!
what we drink. we ordered 2glass of malibu pine
and 2glass of barcadi coke and a bottle of chivas.
1800bht = $80
femme dere are damn pretty butch dere are damn shuai
club till 330am
we r so drunk la den back to the hotel
bathed and slp

Day 3

again we wanted to wake up for breakfast
but we slept till 2plus
called pheebs. meet her at siam paragon
walk pass siam square and siam discovery centre
we go for our long waited seafood feast at dunno what street
after dat wanted to go massage but in the end never
scare of pain. laugh! den this time round we went kaushan
early. never shop much. u can make fake IC dere.
make wonderful hair style. bought a pair of slipper.
eat and eat and eat!!! back to the hotel. tired =)
met up wif kwang at some witch pub ard 945pm
she call me liz whereby my name is lex
funny =) she's cute
wanted to wait for her fren to perform on stage
but couldnt wait anymore
again we went zeta to club again. not much ppl dere
we drink less. dun feel like it. LOL!
the whole night we will jus staring at feoi. so good looking.
left the place at 2plus. back to the hotel.
bath and slack ard in the hotel.
sat by the couch. beer, smoke and chit chat till 5plus.
haha...... so relaxing!! i love it!

Day 4

woke up late for breakfast again
miss 3days of breakfast le
had our lunch at the restuarant in the hotel
arron said wanted to meet us at 3pm
waited 2hours. never call us at all
so we thinking of going to some suana and massage
SHE RELAX CORNER (suana)
the first lesbian suana in asia
located at Paholyothin Soi 12
and which will take us 1hour to travel dere
coz deres taffic jam at dat time
so we decided to go telak huikuan
over dere also hav night market which open till 6am
we shop for almost 5hours
bought alot of thing over dere.
meimei stuff, nai stuff, mommy stuff and for myself
i seriously dunno wat to buy for nicole au zhuo xin.
so i'm sorry bro. nv buy anything for u.
but jan i'm going again. let me know what u wan.
after dat.. eat and eat and eat

Day 4

finally we manage to wake up for the breakfast
had our american breakfast
check out at 12 noon
slack ard hotel for erm 2hours
den went out to eat.
wooohhhhooooo!!!
back to the hotel and slack again
shit chat all the way till 6plus
rush to airport
check in at 630
reached s'pore at 1145pm

the end of the trip
i miss bangkok
how i wish i can stay dere longer.
master's dad pick us up at the airport.
reached home at abt 1230am
bath this and dat.
meet master at S11
supper!!!!!!
hmmm think back. overall plus hotel NEVER PLUS THE AIR TIC
i spent almost $700
wow!!! i love bangkok =) =) =)
i going again next year jan
hahahaha!!!
wif my family,master,michie,lovely and ming.
happy!

i'm in thailand now

2006-12-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

this is my last day in bangkok.
so bored right now.
waiting to go for massage and spa later.
so relaxing over here.
how i wish i can stay here for a few more day.
the hotel we r staying damn nice.
woohoo..
alright. i shall update more when i'm back
in singapore. and will be more detail.
bye!!!!!

its today!! 9dec

2006-12-09T06:15:00.000+08:00

going thailand later.
happy happy!
jus came back from zouk.
went for the flmp event.
=) =) =)
e event bravo.
good job meejiao mok wa wa!!
veri tired.
slping time.
zzzZzzZzzZzZzz........

awareness

2006-11-01T03:39:00.000+08:00

i know that there is evil in this world
i also know that there is kindness

i know that f**kers exist
i also know that karma does too

i know who are my friends-those who stay till the end
i also know my foes-mostly in disguise though

i know the joy of being in love
i also know the bliss of being single

i know the future is not for me to see
i also know that it can be moulded

text by jessica fan
i know that she kick ass